Lovely day, crappy results.

So I went to class this morning at 7am. Ate a 45 cal rice cake for breakfast (I can't skip breakfast when I get up that early or I'll be puking by noon!) then a 90 cal granola bar for lunch. I had a long day, and all day I was dying to get to scales. I had to know where I stood....

Got home at 6pm, stripped down, stepped on the scale and- down just a pound. I ate way more than this a couple days ago and dropped two pounds, so what the heck is up with this?!?! I only ate 135 cals and that's all I get? Major suckage = / I'm gonna go pee and weigh again.... Mua-ha-ha-haaa!

Anyway, my bmi is down to 16.9 now. I was dying to get below 17, so I'm happy about that. My body fat is 11.2%. The scales say that's low, but I don't really know what's normal anyway = P I look in the mirror and am happy with what I see- from the hips up, I look rather emaciated. Ya know, bones protruding, ribs stick out further than anything else, ect.... all that shkinny jazz. But once you pass my hips, it's like everything melted down to my bum and thighs. It's gross. It's what keeps me from looking perfect.

Well, I'm going to go shut up now. Later taters.

Stay strong, be thin, be perfect.

Sincerely,
Me