Ah....Today I weighed myself and have been smaller than I've been for about a year. Big happy face = D hehe.
I had a rice cake for breakfast and lunch (45cals) and then I screwed up. I ate a brownie-bite. I just wanted sugar and gum wouldn't cut it. I know it's not a big deal because I'm still sticking to the >500 cals a day thing and the brownie was probably about 100cals, but it just sucks that I blew that many calories on a stupid brownie. Stupid evil brownie....it totally took advantage of me because it just knew I was a jolly fat child on the inside = P
I am watching ANTM today, aka- my favorite show ever, and that is a major trigger. It always is. So much so, that when I was "getting better" I refused to watch it. Shandi was my favorite and always managed to make me feeel bad about myself- She was two inches taller than me and still 8lbs under me. So not fair.
I had a rice cake for breakfast and lunch (45cals) and then I screwed up. I ate a brownie-bite. I just wanted sugar and gum wouldn't cut it. I know it's not a big deal because I'm still sticking to the >500 cals a day thing and the brownie was probably about 100cals, but it just sucks that I blew that many calories on a stupid brownie. Stupid evil brownie....it totally took advantage of me because it just knew I was a jolly fat child on the inside = P
I am watching ANTM today, aka- my favorite show ever, and that is a major trigger. It always is. So much so, that when I was "getting better" I refused to watch it. Shandi was my favorite and always managed to make me feeel bad about myself- She was two inches taller than me and still 8lbs under me. So not fair.
My mom is calling me for dinner and I'm trying to think of a way to get out of it. She was with me all day and knows that I should be hungry by now, so I can't play the "I'm not hungry" card. Maybe I'll say I'm sick. Nah, I think I'm going to say that I'm waiting 'til my sister gets home.
Later, taters ; )
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